19 October 2011, 7:52pm
19 Oct 2011 Leave a Comment
Awesome time being alone at home. No noise, just me and Stylus. To be honest, if it isn’t for Stylus, I won’t stay here. I will live outside, perhaps with friends or just rent a room. I will still come home and help you with house chores and shits, because I know it’s my job. Fighting, quarreling, everyday, what’s the point? Ain’t suppose to be happier without daddy? Apparently not… Mentioning about daddy, I will never forget the days you blame me for standing up for dad, it’s not like I’m totally bias towards him. I stood up for you too, you just didn’t realize that. Maybe you did, but you don’t say about it. I hate this, your fucking attitude, you always mention the bad sides, good sides you never utter a word about it. This is why I don’t like to be at home, this dislike feeling gets stronger when my room is rented out and I have to share the bed with you. I’m not complaining that I have to share a room with you…do you realize I’m always in the living room? No matter how many times you told me to go in the room to sleep. Time check: 7:44pm, someone from this family gonna be back soon. Damian, Daniel, you. Maybe because of all these shits, my character is like this, I don’t talk alot anymore, you don’t see the real expressions on my face. All this shits? I’ve learn that I need to appear stronger than anybody. You cannot allow others to have the pitiful eyes on you. There are actually still alot more for me to rant, but i guess it’s enough for now.
