27 December 2011, 5:54am
26 Dec 2011 Leave a Comment
It’s 5:15am, but damn, it feels like 2 in the morning. Body clock screwed damn well, thanks. Last week of term break already but who gives a damn, so oh well. My left ear bone piercing is having this annoying infection for days already, but you know, I’m the “ai swee mai mia” kind of person so I still stubbornly keep wearing my fake bling stud(fyi, it not the fake stud problem), need to get that alcohol later soon. Talking about piercing, I’m so tempted to get like a tongue right now, but is so overrated and I know it’s definitely my teenage brain working on me.
Days went by, things slowly sorting out by itself/selves. All I can say now will be.. it’s mourning period for me. In one day, 24 hours, every moment is different. First getting all cite about something, then angst about stuffs, suddenly becoming all down and emotional. I’m just lost for awhile now and then.. but I know things will worked out by themselves soon enough.
2011 is coming to an end, every year is the same thing isn’t it? People will look back thinking how stupid they were and swore they will be better, yes, some did do better but some just remain the same or became worse. Idk for me, I did changed, but I can’t decide for the better or worse. New year! Sure comes New Year’s resolution, I haven thought of a specific one but I did do a short “Things I want/need” list, realize the “want” comes before “need”? See what I did there? Anyway the “*” are things I want to achieve badly by 2012 and are important.
For the tattoos part, maybe you’ll say “You are following the trend.” “It’s just your youth thought.” Maybe it is, but I just wanna do things I like at least once in my whole lifetime. Life’s short sweetheart, real short. Whatever it is, I thought of quotes like “Everything will be alright, it’s just the matter of time.”(btw this is my fav quote so far) or “Live, Love, Fight”(but this quote is so common-.-) to be inked on my entire wrist or maybe on my foot, back or ribs? Neck will be a icon or something. It’s not meaningless, all these quotes thing is what I relate to whatever had happened and is happening to me. I don’t know all these are thoughts, I’m thinking aloud. That’s what I can do for now, here. Alright, will be heading gym with nadiah later on. Been long time since I ran, let’s go.
P.S: I just can’t bring things up to people, like that :l
