For the current, for dad… for everyone I truly loved.
07 Jan 2012 Leave a Comment
Didn’t expect that, though is obviously. Bumped into dad, the last meeting didn’t end well. No, no more hard feelings. Everyone make mistakes, everyone are being human beings. He became so much thinner, so much older, it breaks my heart. Regardless, he’s still dad, my dad. Everytime chance upon him, he will be asking about my studies and just.. about me. Maybe there ain’t enough time, maybe is he keep asking… I realized i never once ask about him, how’s he doing, how’s this or that. But then again maybe i just don’t know how to start asking, words just stuck in my throat. Such simple thing but yet.. ironic hur. I know, i understand we 3 kids are one of the problems. So now I’m trying to make things better, i want to help out to make this current family a better place, i want to do the same for dad as well. I already missed him out in most tragic part of my current life and this part is the part where a lot of precious moments and lessons taught. I don’t want to miss him out in my later part. I know things should not rush but i just want to accomplish them so badly because shits happened and i realized that time is really precious, I’m afraid i’ll miss my chances, to do certain things to certain people. End of the day, I just want them to know I love them with all my heart. Family and friends, they make me who i am now and still striving for the better.
P.S: I hope daddy sees this, so he’ll know and waits for me.
